I should probably start from the beginning...

My boyfriend and I have been dating for 19 months. We have a beautiful little girl who is 6 months old. Everything was awesome until he got arrested and charged when we left Aussie to visit his family in NZ.

He is now out on bail but can't leave the country. So left my home and my family and move me and the baby over to new zealand. I hate this country. I'm so alone and know nobody.

He now has two jobs while waiting for his trail date thats not yet set. He insists on spending all his free time out with friends getting wasted coming home at all hours of the morning sleeping all day only getting up to go to work or to the gym where he hangs out with his friend. The only time he spends with me and the baby in whatever time is left over. Which isn't much. But in his eyes we spend time together because we live together. Meanwhile I get one hour a week where I can do what I want and spend time doing something for me and to have time away from the baby. The rest of my time is spent looking after my baby girl. I have no interaction with anyone but her. I love her but I am craving adult attention. I want to have a conversation with someone more then the brief periods as he is running out the door.

I know that your probably thinking, go out and make friends. But its easier said then done when you have a baby and everyone of his friends or their girlfriends/ wives have jobs or have busy lives of there own. I am so lonely. No matter how many times I try to tell him how I feel he always disappoints me.

I just need to know if I am being unreasonable or is it time to leave if he can't see things from my point of view.???